My life is going through changes
I’m scared I can not cope
I feel all alone one day
but I am glad and happy the next.
My life with Brad was easy
I felt it was complete
he was the man I loved
and wanted to spend my life with.
The changes were not my decision
I wish he wanted me
I wonder what I did wrong
to make him not believe.
Why did he want someone else
after six years what did I do wrong
How can I make it right
How can I make him mine.
The deep wound of a break up is an impossible pain to escape, minutes pass and feel like days and it feels like it will never get easier. It’s like falling into a hole with the walls are so high that you can’t get out. Friends can throw down rescue ladders but it doesn’t help, you can’t get out until you want it, you have to climb out they can’t do it for you, they can support you but it’s up to you and you HAVE to climb. I was at a point where just looking out was hard let alone trying to climb, I wanted him back, I didn’t care what or who he did I just wanted him. Love really is blind.