The feeling of being locked away
the feeling of being pushed to the side
is a horrible and lonely place.
I am trying to understand what I did
Why do I always f**k things up
Why do I always get hurt
Every result in my life has a tragic end
Every friendship is always scarred
I only hope that our friendship
will be okay
be the same
but how will I forget
this feeling of being locked away
pushed to the side
forgotten and disposed of
How do I forget this hurt?
Written September 2005
This is not really a poem, it reads to me more now like someone just ranting about being hurt but I thought I would share it anyway.
Friendship it is an amazing connection between two people but friendships are so often strained and tainted by secrets, lies and jealously. Not all friendships can stand the test of time, can endure the battles a friendship can face which is why those friendships that do are so very precious. This
poem (rant) was about a couple of friends and to be fair my friendship with them ran its course, we grew apart, no tears, no regrets just chapter closed. I’m not generally not this harsh but I also never forget and therefore I struggle at times to forgive. I like to think that this means I am always surrounded by friends that I can trust and depend on 100%.